Sunday, December 13, 2009

A "Little" Christmas Feast (but no Roast Beast)

Last night, Beau and I had our parents over for a Thanksgiving/Christmas dinner. We had been meaning to have our family over for dinner for awhile, but had to take a raincheck after Mary's surgery. Even though it didn't quite get to 30 degrees yesterday, Beau was more than ready to melt the snow off his smoker. I was also ready to cook after having a couple of unexpected days off from school last week. Like always, I (and Beau, thanks to his "Bacon Explosion"), cooked way too much! We ate, talked, sat by the fire, and relaxed.

The Menu:
-Smoked Pork Loin with Cinnamon Apple Glaze
-Mashed Potatoes
-Sweet Potato and Apple Crisp
-Candied Carrots
-Sausage, Cranberry, and Apple Stuffing
-Pear Romaine Salad

-Bananas Foster for Dessert!

Lastly, I posted a few pictures of my table. I was quite proud of it. Believe it or not, it was Beau's idea to make a table runner out of wrapping paper! What a great idea! It's a big table for a small kitchen, but it looked pretty last night!
Notice the napkins??? They're called "Bishop's Hats" and Beau and I learned how to fold them by watching youtube!

"I'll be home for Christmas..."


"See George, you really had a wonderful life."


"It's a Wonderful Life," aka, the BEST movie of all time


Christmas TREE lights garland cider cinnamon movies fires warmth O HOLY NIGHT family snow bows sugar cookies IT'S A WONDERFUL LIFE snuggling ornaments Shrek mistletoe kisses wine sweaters candlelight SILENT NIGHT pictures kisses Charlie Brown stars mittens Santa uggs mukluks JIMMY STEWART movie nights takeout popcorn fondue SNOW berries ELF tights BIG flakes blankets baking mess JESUS singing sledding mistletoe fudge breakfast cozy FAMILY ...


Christmas is the time of year...


...for love.


Saturday, December 12, 2009

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Bon Appetit!

Today was our first official snow day of the year and it couldn't have been better. I managed to be halfway productive, cleaning out the pantry, cleaning the bathroom, working on lesson plans for second semester, and even working out. More importantly, I managed to be unproductive as well! One of my favorite parts of the day was my afternoon movie: Julie & Julia.

I was inspired! I love to cook and really connected with the main character, Julie Powell. Content, yet growingly unsatisfied with her 9-5 bureaucratic job, Julie finds her escape and control at night as she cooks. In the movie, Julie takes on a challenge: to try every single recipe in Julia Child's "Mastering the Art of French Cooking" and blog about it for an entire year. 524 recipes in 365 days. Sounds like a challenge to most. I think it sounds like a wonderful idea.

After many successes, meltdowns, messes, and a few extra pounds, Julie learns a lot about herself and her counterpart, Julia Child, in the process. I loved Amy Adams as Julie, the two men that played both Js' husbands, and the delicious looking food. When the film was over, I wanted to make raspberry Bavarian cream, mushroom cream sauce, bruschetta, and lobster! I was inspired!

I was so inspired, I even got out the cookbooks. I contemplated the Bon Appetit cookbook; that is, until I saw that there were not 524 recipes, but 1,200! I told Beau about my idea and he quickly envisioned similar meltdowns to that of Amy Adams' in the film. I put the idea aside and decided to work out instead.

...I wonder if I could get through the cookbook in two years... :)


Christmas Baking Mess Uno

In addition to my usual list of baked goodies for Christmas, I decided to make sugar cookie cut-outs. I remember doing this a few times with Mom when I was little and all that seems to stick with me was the mess: every knife in the house dirty, little bowls caked with colored frosting, food coloring stained finger tips, and every piece of countertop filled with little snowman, angels, stars, mittens, and Christmas trees. The past couple of years I just couldn't build up enough Christmas 'spirit,' or (insanity) to attempt this endeavor again. That is...until this year.

I decided to make it a three day event. Friday, I mixed the dough. Saturday, I rolled, cut, and baked. Very successful I must say. I even wore an apron. I even told Beau that I wanted to start making cut-outs for every season.

Let's just say that enthusiasm diminished slightly as Sunday afternoon rolled around. I was knee deep in ungraded essays, but knew I had to get the 70 little pieces of Christmas cheer decorated before I started another week.

First came the frosting...why is it that flour, powdered sugar, etc. seem to fly and dust across every crack, crevice, and hole in the kitchen? No matter how careful you try to be, you still end up with flour everywhere. After going through about an entire bottle of red food coloring, I managed to get all the colors I needed and was pleased with the results.

Then, I began frosting. What started as perfectly lined stockings, mittens, and snowmen, ended up getting quite messy. I even asked Beau for help. I decided that those perfectly decorated cookies in Martha Stewart are staged. I'm sure they decorate three or four perfect looking cookies, arrange them on a beautiful plate, and throw the rest away. Or eat them unfrosted. Either way, I wish they'd stop. They give false hope to the wannabees like me.

By the time I got finished frosting, I was spent. I threw some sprinkles on some, got a little crazy with my easy squeeze frosting, and broke a few snowflakes in the process. By the time I was finished, I couldn't look at another cookie, let alone eat one. Beau, the wonderful husband that he is, helped me clean the mess (which looked as though a gingerbread house puked), and I crossed 'sugar cookies' off my list.

I had one this morning...they taste great!

Tomorrow I'm making monster cookies!
Here are a few pictures of my mess!
I have so many pictures of this same pose. Beau was "helping" a lot.
Beau's masterpieces. My personal favorite would have to be the one where he decided to mix three different colored frostings. It looks like a dirty sock!
My undecorated, but frosted cookies. They are cute. I especially love the green trees and sky blue snowflakes.

Monday, December 7, 2009

P90X

Well, Beau and I have started a workout program. P90X is the word and the word is insane!!! Beau saw it on an info-mercial and decided to go on a whim and see how it worked. I'm not sure if it's the program or the fact that we are both holding each other accountable, but so far (granted it's only been three days), we are not only doing it, but actually enjoying it! It's six days a week with a different workout each day. It's great for people like Beau who get bored with the same thing for too long, and great for people like me who like some variety. There's cardio, yoga, stretching, kickboxing, and lots of strength training. It's pretty intense, but the pain in about every part of my body shows me that it's working! Beau text me this morning saying that every part of his body hurt, including his teeth and hair. Tonight, when we finished with the arms and chest workout, he said his arms already looked bigger, then proceeded to tell me it was because they were swollen, not more muscular!

More stories to come!

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Turkey Day 2009

Well, I missed posting on Thanksgiving, but it's never too late to reflect on what one is thankful for. It's been a great little break so far. I love Thanksgiving break for many reasons. It's too short of course (although Beau suggests I'm being a little greedy), but it's always busy with fun activities in anticipation of Christmas. And over the last couple of years, it's seemed to take a sort of similar routine:

Wednesday is de-stressing day. I always attempt to sleep in (failed attempt #1), but decide I'm going to instead wake up, make something warm to drink, and curl up on the couch for some morning TV. Due to my inability to relax, thanks to my "to-do list addiction," I settle for the couch, a cup of tea, and recipe magazines and books. Our world in the Jorgensen household revolves around food. We can't have a morning to sleep in without cooking breakfast; we can't decorate for Christmas without making appetizers to munch on; we can't let a single weekend go by without having some plans to curse. It's a blessing and a curse. So...I write down some old and new favorites to make this weekend. This year, the list includes my favorite Sausage, Cranberry, and Sage Stuffing and Sweet Potato Casserole for Thanksgiving, and Tomato Bacon Cups, Shrimp Scampi, Smokies, Fiesta Dip, and Bananas Foster (Emeril Style) for our decorating extravaganza. Looking for the perfect menu is quite the process; however, it allows me the chance to bring out my inner Martha which makes me very happy!

Wednesday is also a day of cleaning, laundry, watching daytime shows, and feeling normal again. I light candles, clean a little deeper than usual, and stay in sweatpants all day long!

Wednesday night is what I like to call cave night. We order in some Thai food, make a 'pile' under nearly every blanket we own, and watch movies. This year it was "The Taking of Pelham 123." It was a compromise. I'd really like to watch a girly romantic comedy, but it's a battle I don't attempt. So, the three of us (Jadey included), forget the world around us for a night and chill out in our cave.

Thursday, aka, Turkey Day. A day of driving, seeing family, and EATING! This year, we traveled to Beau's Grandma Sanders' for lunch, and Grandma and Grandpa Hoodjer's for dinner.

The food was awesome. Any other time of the year, it is simply not acceptable to pile that much food on a plate, but on Thanksgiving, it is expected. Highlights of this year's eat-a-thon: mashed potatoes of course, Grandma's stuffing and carrot casserole, apple pies from an orchard in Jefferson, cranberry jello, and sweet potato casserole.

Friday, aka, Black Friday. It seems to get a little earlier each year. This year...3:30 AM! I know what you're probably thinking, but it was worth it! I can't put all the deals I snagged on here because of a snoopy reader, but I was able to find everything I was looking for and saved some serious money. Highlights of the day??? The great 5-piece luggage set I found at Kohl's for $47, finding a short line at Target amidst the huge crowd lined up all the way to the back of the store, using cell phones as walkie talkies with Mom and Kelli in Target, getting home after a full 'day' of shopping at just 11:00 AM, and of course, the wonderful nap I took Friday afternoon!

Friday night was so fun. We went with the Shortway clan to the first annual Holiday Hoopla in downtown Cedar Falls. Decked out in uggs, gloves, and hats, we bundled up to see live music, fireworks, and of course, Santa's arrival. It was pretty cold, so we ended up settling for a table by the window at Soho, once again, filling our stomachs with yummy food and drinks, and awaiting Santa's arrival from the window.

Saturday, my house put its Christmas sweater on. Decorating, much like Black Friday, has seen a crescendo over the years. I now have four trees in the living room alone (granted, some are baby trees). Although I still can't compete with my mother-in-law, it looks like a gingerbread house in here and I must admit, it's pretty cozy. I made some appetizers and Beau and I chilled on the couch and watched our first of many Christmas movies, 'Four Christmases.'

Sunday: church, cappuccino, wrapping, leftovers, Bears vs. Vikings, laundry, grading, and blogging. Back to reality tomorrow, only this time, with Christmas music.

Thankful for...

-my husband. He's a blast and he keeps me on my toes. We have so much fun together and I don't know what I'd do without him.
-my family. There's never a dull moment and as everyone continues to grow, it keeps getting more and more interesting!
-health. Especially in the last month. Mary's colostomy ended up being scarier than we all anticipated, but she's proved to be a fighter and a really great sport. She's getting back to normal and we are all thankful for that. Dad proved to be quite indestructable after a scary car accident a couple weeks ago. I thank Jesus every day for keeping my family safe.
-our membership to Orchard Hill Church. We love that place. It's been such a rich part of our relationship with each other and with Jesus. The pastors, the messages, the music. Every Sunday, I leave feeling a little more on fire for Jesus and look forward to raising our family there.
-my gingerbread house. My comfy bed, kitchen, fireplace, garage, TV, and abundance of photos.
-leggings, big sweaters, and uggs (okay, any boots)
-our many music, cooking, and vino nights!
-memories of Mexico and Chicago with Beau...two of our favorite places!
-my furry feline friend and all the funny faces she makes!
-movies. whether in a cozy theatre or on my own couch, I love the escape that movies offer
-my Mom...she's my best friend. I am thankful for our talks, our shopping trips, and our bond.
-Express...my number one stress reliever
-living in Iowa...deck nights in the summer, poolside afternoons, and sundresses, hoodies and crisp walks in the fall, the first fireplace night, comfort food, Christmas lights, gift wrap, movie nights; the first bike ride of spring, the first car wash and lawn mowing; Ron Santo's voice on 1650. I'm a sucker for the seasons and wouldn't trade it for the world (except a week in Mexico every now and then :)).
-our relationship with the culinary arts. Cooking has been our release, our escape, and we're pretty good at it!
-for my job. Although it keeps me busier than I'd sometimes like to be, I love getting the chance to work with teenagers every day. They keep me young and current (or at least I'd like to think so) and it's a challenge I need.
-for Christmas...it's magical. The lights, the music, the specials on TV...everything is a little bit sweeter at Christmas time.

Happy Thanksgiving 2009!

Monday, November 9, 2009

Happy 30th Mom & Dad!

Married November 10, 1979. Celebrating thirty happy years November 10, 2009. Thirty years of building dreams, sharing laughs (and some tears), celebrating milestones, holding babies, raising teenagers, and now, awaiting grand-babies!

I am so blessed to have such a strong example to follow in my own marriage. Love you and Happy Anniversary!

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Halloween 2009

"Double, double, toil and trouble; fire burn and cauldron bubble."

Happy Halloween! Well...it wasn't as warm as last year (mid-70s and sunny), but it was sunny and pleasant. Beau gave me so much grief about how much candy I bought and much to his (and my) surprise, we completely ran out!

During trick-or-treating, our street looks like trick-or-treating on the movies. Groups of kids, all sizes, wandering up and down the street, dragging their buckets and parents behind them. I don't know what's more fun to watch...the little kids or Beau handing out candy.

The picture is of Dash and Jersee, Chris and Windee's kids. Dash is three and Jersee is 19 months. They were so cute! They yelled, 'Beau and Ashley! Trick or Treat!' the minute they stepped out of their front door. Both of their costumes had big feet, so it took them about 20 minutes to tromp over to our front door. They were both beaming with smiles!

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Weekend = Awesome

What a great weekend! I think it is essential that I start doing my school plans on Saturday; it makes for a much more relaxing Sunday...

We didn't do a whole lot this weekend which is a beautiful thing in itself. Friday night was a family night. We made tacos and 'vegged' on the couch all night. We had some vino, caught up on our week's DVR bank, and played 'Frogger' on the XBox (yes, it's the frogger you are thinking of). We ended the night sleeping in a pile (Where the Wild Things Are), flannel sheets on the bed and all...

Saturday, I slept in (until 7:00), then went and worked at school. Beau went to help his dad at the shop, so I had an excuse to stay at school and get some work done. Christmas music and pumpkin spice coffee helped made the morning almost pleasant.

Saturday afternoon I BAKED! Turtle corn, cornbread, chicken tortilla soup, and chocolate cherry cake created wonderful smells and a pile of not-so-wonderful dishes. Cooking and baking is my 'zen,' and I realized how much I missed it from my life.
On Sunday, I realized it was important to find someone to help EAT all the food (not to mention Beau decided to break out the smoker and make some ribs). The fam came over mid-afternoon and we continued to 'veg' with football, ribs, soup, and sweets.

...and Christmas music...
...and apple cider...

Awesome Apple Cider:
2 quarts apple cider
1/4 cup brown sugar
1 tsp. cloves
1/2 tsp. allspice (whole)
pinch ground nutmeg
3 cinnamon sticks
orange peel
pinch salt
Simmer in a crockpot on low until warm

Thursday, October 22, 2009

"inside all of us is a wild thing..."

Rain
Cold
Wet
Jeans
Chinese
Warmth
Cozy
Theater

Where the Wild Things Are

Childhood
Looks
Greasy
Popcorn
Fingers
Soft
Sweatshirts
Rain
Cold
Warm
Blankets
Wild
Cozy
Tea

Love Fall Nights

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Come away with me...

Come away with me in the night,
Come away with me
And I will write you a song.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

a day away...

During the school year, Sundays can tend to get a little depressing. They start off great: sleeping past 5:30, church with Beau, a cup of hot tea or great coffee. Then, as lunch ends and Beau settles in on the basement couch for some football, I settle in my chair for a long afternoon of school work: grading papers, writing lesson plans, planning presentations, completing homework for my masters classes...the list goes on and on. It's usually this time each week that I long for an 8-5 job, one that ends the minute the work day is over; one that allows me a life on the weekends.

Today, was definitely not one of those Sundays. Since the Bears played the night game tonight, Beau and I decided to take off on a road trip to Northeast Iowa. As a little girl, my family would take these day trips once a year to see the leaves. We'd drive through small towns, take walks and pictures at Pike's Peak, pack a picnic lunch, and stop at the Cannery and Starks in Prairie Du Chene. Even as a little girl, I remember really embracing these days. I remember sitting in the back seat of the gray van with little Taylor, playing little 'car games' on the 'long' car ride. I remember running and kicking through the crispy leaves at Pike's Peak, piling up leaves and throwing the football with Dad (or I guess I should say watching Dad throw the football to Jordan). I remember tasting the different slices of apples at the orchard, sipping the samples of apple cider and begging Mom to buy some of the different apple goodies. Although it was a small venture, it was a exciting getaway for me...a vacation and an opportunity to explore and embrace the changing seasons.

Today was exactly what I needed. We had no agenda; in fact, we didn't enter directions into Sir TomTom until we got in the car. It was a gorgeous day, 60s and sunny, and the leaves were supposed to be at 75% peak. When we got to McGregor, we decided to stop at Eagles' Landing Winery. Not only were they doing free wine tasting, but they had a German buffet of samples to try after trying the wine. Blueberry and Mr. Sippi wine, hot German potato salad, slow-cooked pork, and homemade pretzels were the perfect start to our day.

Later, we met up with Mom and Dad and 'explored' with them for awhile. We ate at the marina's 'brats and beer' joint, bought some pumpkins and apples at Shihata's Apple Orchard, and browsed through the pretty Cannery store. Our last stop included a stroll through Pikes Peak. It was gorgeous! The sun was shining through the trees, adding a dimension of color to the bright golds, reds, and greens of the leaves. It was perfect therapy for a Sunday afternoon.

Other highlights of the day...

-stopping at the fish 'log' house that Jordan and Kelli RAVED about! The smoked salmon and 'tits' on a spritz may have been good, but the smell was TERRIBLE!
-finding my favorite wine (among other things) at Starks for about HALF the price I can get it in CF
-finding a pretty valance at the Cannery (and mom got a clock for her living room)
-pretty leaf pictures at Pikes Peak
-just having a car ride to talk with Beau...this doesn't happen as much as it should :)

Here are some pictures to highlight the day...

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Baby Ty

I remember when Beau and I started dating, we used to embrace spontaneity all the time. Late night trips for milkshakes at Perkins, Sunday 'fundays,' Scrabble nights at the laundromat, and five course dinner nights with tabs way larger than we could afford were all part of our rich dating history. We were in college and being spontaneous was easy...we stayed up late and didn't think about being tired the next day; we charged restaurant tabs unconcerned with paying them back later; we watched movies instead of studied because a test was just a test.

I am so thankful for those days. And even though it is harder to come by these days with a house payment, demanding job, and plans to start a family, I still see glimpses of it every now and then.

Last Sunday, I decided on a whim to go to Madison and visit Sarah and Levi. I've been missing Sarah so much lately and missing having chances to talk to my husband without the distractions of paper grading, television watching, or house cleaning. So...Sunday morning, Beau and I left Waterloo to go see Sarah, Levi, and baby Ty. Ty, Sarah and Levi's first baby is just about three months old, and I couldn't wait to snuggle up with him for an entire day.

The three hour drive went unbelievably fast. Beau and I had so much to talk about! We also invested in our very first 'tomtom' to help us navigate through Northeast Iowa and Southwest Wisconsin. I've decided that now that we have a tomtom, it is important that we get our money's worth and travel to undiscovered places a lot!

Sarah, Levi, and Ty were excited to see us! Levi and Beau quickly settled into the Bears game (Beau was excited to talk football with a fellow Bears fan), and Sarah and I talked and talked and talked! I gave Ty a bottle, had tummy time with him, and rocked him to sleep before we took off. What a precious little boy!

I need to practice being spontaneous more often. 6 hours in the car talking with myhubby, snuggling up with a baby, and sharing gossip and laughter with a best friend was the perfect therapy!

P.S. Watch out all you distant relatives/friends!

Saturday, September 26, 2009

'Fall'ing

"Everyone should take time to sit and watch the leaves turn."
I am an Iowa girl who loves the four seasons. I love the first smell of fresh cut grass, clean windows, and the first bike ride of spring, late nights grilling, chilling, and sitting on the deck during summer, and weekends 'snowed' in during winter. Perhaps most of all, I love the season of fall. I love hoodies, football games, pumpkins, crisp walks and crunchy leaves, a glass of wine, a bowl of soup, and a roast slow-cooking in the oven. But as life gets busier, I often find myself sprinting through each day without taking time to stop and enjoy all that the season has to offer.

SO...here is my personal list of what I would like to find the time to do before the days get short and the snow begins to fall...

1. go away for a day...take a hike to Pike's Peak to see the fall leaves, pick some apples, and enjoy a glass of vino with Beau
2. snoop around in some gift shops with Mom
3. get arms deep in a couple of pumpkins; carving the skins and roasting the insides
4. pamper myself on a much-deserving relaxation Saturday...a hot bubble bath, fuzzy bath robe, and a good book
5. clean flannel sheets on the bed
6. caramel apples, turtle corn, and wild rice soup
7. a girls' night IN...movies, junk food, and gossip
8. cuddling up in a movie theater- a great flick, warm hoodies, and greasy popcorn
9. a fall baking day...hot apple cider, fresh pie, and zucchini bread
10. a visit to Beau's parents
11. a night in with Beau- a little Frank Sinatra, home-cooking, and late night walk
Quite the spread from 'Fall Fest' party last October!

'Fall'ing

What a week. Between my Wednesday night Master's class, a HUGE stack of ungraded papers, and my summer curriculum plans all dried out, I couldn't seem to find a life outside of teaching this week. Up at 5:30 every morning, I get ready, head to school around 7:15, and attempt to prepare for a whirlwind day of instructing, emailing, meeting, grading, talking with UNI students, organizing, sorting, updating, reading, writing, and missing my laid-back, summer attitude. I've come to an important realization the last couple of weeks...I have now reached a time in my life when I can't reach the end of a never-ending to-do list. I used to feel such a sense of accomplishment crossing each day's tasks off my last, with time remaining to sit back with my feet up and read, watch tv, or talk with Beau. Now, it's turned into a daily race with the clock, leaving me absolutely exhausted by the end of each day. This week, I spent some time at the quiet UNI library---I just love that place. I worked hard and was able to get quite a bit done at night. So far, my hard work has paid off in the classroom; I just love my classes and can see true learning taking place with all of my students. Now...it's about learning a balance- a balance between life and work, life and play, my students and my family, and time for things I love to do...

Today, I've enjoyed a great fall day. Beau and I had plans to go to Galena; however, decided a weekend at home was more important. I love this time of year---the weather is getting crisp, smells of leaves linger in the air, and I'm starting to crave comfort food. Last night and today, I was able to enjoy some great things about one of my favorite times of the year...

-going for a nice walk at 9:00pm last night. I started drifting off to sleep at my usual time on Friday nights (8ish), so Beau woke me up and said, 'Ashley! Get up! We're going for a walk!' Turns out, the fresh, cool air was exactly what I needed to refresh my mind. We walked and talked, snuggled up in our sweatshirts and pants, and gazed into neighbors' picture windows. We talked and got excited about all the perks of living in a place with changing seasons---fires in the fireplace, chili, football, and Christmas lists!
-after our walk, we sat for a bit on the deck, listening to the W'loo West W'Hawks cheer their team on at the stadium behind our house. The band played, the fans cheered, and I found myself drifting back to the good ol' days of cheering on the Trojans
-we slept with the windows open, nestled up under the cold sheets, embracing the fact that we had NOTHING to get up for early in the morning
-woke up to a beautiful Fall Saturday morning...a fresh pot of coffee and yummy omelettes from Beau!
-I finished my fall decorating...mums and pumpkins outside, candy corn, leaves, and fall foilage are now showing their colors in the livingroom and kitchen
-Pandora and John Mayer sang to me all afternoon; I baked yummy banana bars and looked at some fall recipe books
-I thought hanging clothes on the line in September was a great idea...good thing Beau was home to help take them down during an unexpected fall rain shower!
-Now, I'm about to get ready for a much needed date night! We have no plans in store and that feels extra good!

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Tailgating - Week 2!

Some pictures from our 2nd week of tailgating! What a beautiful day it was!



Saturday, September 19, 2009

UNI Fight UNI!!!

The PANTHERS ran away with another win! 30-0 against St. Francis!

Highlights of our Tailgate???

-Chris P. brought a nice little flat screen television to watch the Iowa game. We hooked the antenna up to Chas and Bridgette's Panther flag pole!
-Taking a little piece of the old Dome turf home with us...
-Ryan Parkhurst, in his little UNI jersey, emptying April's pop can and taking it to some college guys playing the Louisville Slugger game! He was definitely a hit with the college girls :).
-Beautiful weather! Shorts, shades, tees, and sunscreen!
-$1 'Dome-Dogs'

More pictures to come...

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Praise God!

I've been on pins and needles all day waiting for Kate Mcrae's MRI results.

God is good! The tumor is decreasing in size and is MUCH smaller than when they started this ordeal. They still have a long way to go, but the chemo is working!

I'm truly overwhelmed with emotion, all for a sweet little child I've never even met. This must be the 'working in mysterious ways' talk from the Bible.

"I stand amazed in the presence of Jesus the Nazarene."

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

The Time of My Life...

Last night during my usual end-of-the-day cool down of channel flipping and paper grading, I took a minute to check my Facebook page and MSN homepage.

The headline on MSN stuck out like a sore thumb...

Patrick Swayze Dies at Age 57.

I wasn't expecting to feel sad. It sounds silly, but in many ways, Patrick Swayze was a significant part of my childhood...

Here is an excerpt from a memoir I wrote this summer titled, Preserving Neverland.
If I were asked to share a single word that seemed to represent a reoccurring theme in my childhood, I would choose imagination. Imagination. While financial security, job mobility, and social status were hard to come by inside my family's hand-crafted small-town home, imagination was always in abundance. My older brother and I were blessed to have a full-time mom, which allowed us to explore our own surroundings day after day instead of the confined walls of a day-care center. Perhaps this is the reason I was content in my own little world and actually preferred to play by myself opposed to my many peers. As I look back now, I wonder what the neighbors thought as little Ashley, barefoot with dirt-stained knees, twirled like a clumsy ballerina in the middle of our dead-end street, a pink baby's receiving blanket secured tightly around her tiny waist with a safety pin, singing to every word of "I've Had the Time of My Life," from the 'Dirty Dancing' soundtrack. I especially wonder what our home-schooled, strict religious neighbors thought as Ashley proceeded to lug her Fischer Price cassette player to the neighbor's house to promote and share her taste of music with the neighbor girls!

When I wasn't attempting to imitate the flamboyant, oftentimes, objectionable moves of the actors in the movie (by myself, remember), I was standing on the couch, waiting in anticipation for the famous 'lift' at the culmination of the film. With arms outstretched to an invisible Patrick Swayze (my brother refused to be part of this), I would jump off the couch and land in a Neverland world of fantasy and fairytale.

I'm not sure why I was so drawn to 'Dirty Dancing' as a child (or why my mom allowed me to view, let alone memorize it), but it did not stand alone in my personal favorite category. Sandy in Grease, Whitney Houston's damsel in distress role in The Bodyguard, and Julia Roberts in Pretty Woman were frequently portrayed in the living room or backyard. Although I did not have a clue about the plot or seemingly reoccurring themes in these films at the innocent age of eight, I wonder if it eventually shaped my draw to the 'bad boy' persona in high school. Now, decades later, I've often wasted afternoons stuck on one of these films while aimlessly flipping through the channels. For some reason, they never get old to me. No matter what I have on my plate at the time, a stack of papers to grade, a stack of dishes to wash, or a stack of bills to pay, I can't help but find myself drifting off to Neverland.

It's funny the things that will evoke such strong surges of memory and importance in our lives. It's reflecting on the small moments that truly make the ordinary extraordinary...

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